| Some people really really suck at like everything they exist for. |
[03 Jan 2007|01:32am] |
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READ BOTTOM TO TOP THATS ME BEING A TOTAL DICK BTW.
What the hell kind of self righteuos crap are you going on about? The truth has its own rewards, suck my dick white bitch.
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From: Dust Bunni™-[Ms. Lithiumface]-{DDR Whore}
Date: Jan 2 2007 21:16
Honestly, I'm not entirely obligated to say whom. You probably think I'm making it up, but I'm totally not.
Whatever, I'm not inclined to care if you think I'm lying or not.
The truth has it's own rewards.
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From: Zak the bear destroyer!
Date: Jan 3 2007 3:12 AM
i was joking around, but everyone you know seems to take everything seriously. then i asked who in portland, who in portland thinks im full of myself?
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From: Dust Bunni™-[Ms. Lithiumface]-{DDR Whore}
Date: Jan 2 2007 21:09
ONE: you're always like: "i'm sooo fucking great" no, like seriously, ALL the fucking time.
TWO: recent example, cris, and human for sale.
case proven.
ggkthxbai.
that's gamer speak for: "good game, asshole." <--------WHAT?!
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From: Zak the bear destroyer!
Date: Jan 3 2007 3:04 AM
who the hell do you talk to that says im full of myself?
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From: Dust Bunni™-[Ms. Lithiumface]-{DDR Whore}
Date: Jan 2 2007 21:03
i DO leave you comments. do i ever get one back? no. I don't. So I fucking give up. And by us all, I mean fucking everyone dude. like you're so full of yourself and you think you're so great. and it pisses people off really bad. like people that you know and talk to in maine. i'm through standing up for your ass. i've had completely enough of you bullshitting your way through this friendship.
if you actually wanted to be friends you would once in a while say hello. should i make the effort EVERY SINGLE TIME? that's not FAIR to me.
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From: Zak the bear destroyer!
Date: Jan 3 2007 2:58 AM
who the hell is us all? and what effort are you talking about? im online everyday for like atleast 2 hours, if you made an effort, youd maybe leave me a comment once in a while, or send me a message. but if you want to be stuck up thats totally cool with me. and what hell do i care if all your friends in wallingford hate me? true fact is, you think myspace dictates everything, and just because you arent on my top 8 that means he hates me, thats what i call being really dependant on something that doesnt really matter at all.
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From: Dust Bunni™-[Ms. Lithiumface]-{DDR Whore}
Date: Jan 2 2007 20:55
simply, to make you look bad. and THE REASON we never talk is you. if you made an effort like i do, then maybe we would. so please don't be an ass. do us all a favor.
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From: Zak the bear destroyer!
Date: Jan 3 2007 2:49 AM
Okay, first of all, your turning myspace into life. Just becuase your not on my top 8 doesnt mean we arent friends, obviously. We also barely talk, I know you say you think I'm such a good friend, if I am how come we talk once a week, for thirty seconds online? Third of all, if I'm not worth your time, why the hell are you posting this shit?
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From: Dust Bunni™-[Ms. Lithiumface]-{DDR Whore}
Date: Jan 2 2007 20:46
Some people are fucking dicks and they have to get over themselves. they are full of themselves, and guess fucking what? they're shit and they're not worth your fucking time...
hey soo...guess what! fuck you!
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| the past year or so. |
[23 Oct 2006|11:12pm] |
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i dont know where i left off last, but im going to start off somewhere else most likely. so over the course of the year i had become practically best friends with this guy named dan, i thought he was fond of me and i was fond of him. we hung out all the time, got high together, and just were basically together alot. so then the summer comes, and his friend stops being friends with him, hes pretty hurt and i tried to help out. then he started hanging out with this other guy named julien alot, i didnt really like julien, and dan kinda didnt like him either, but julien always wanted to hang out with him. so during that period i hung out with differnt people. then i met this girl named mariah. at first i didnt really like her and i was talking to her friend. it was july fourth, and we were wtaching the fireworks up on west end. during that week she was visting i developed a crush on her. but then she liked another guy because she thought that i didnt like her. but we talked all the time when she was up in orono, and i was fairly sure she liked me, and i liked her alot. so the next time she comes back down, we finally start dating. and i fell in love. but she lives in orono, so that relationship was just long distance. i called her everyday, or tried to. and we talked all the time. then later on during the summer i went to a geetah camp, it was at berkelee. i was there for 7 days, and during that time i made many friends and took a taste of what independance was like. it was extremely good. i get back from berklee and that day i went and got high with dan in the basement. my mom came down and found me and dan smoking in the basement. so at first she was pretty pissed, but then she went on with this lecture about how i should only do it OH so often, and everytime i do it i should learn something. and yes i lisetend, but in conclusion she made us a pizza. then school started, and i was still friends with dan, still dating mariah. i started making new friends, and so far school is going great. then me and mariah break up because she cant handle the distance, i deffintaly would have stayed with her but i just didnt want ot hurt her. so it doesnt hit me at first. but then i stopped talking to her, and i got extremely depressed. then i got shit faced off my ass(drunk and being depressed horrible idea)and this girl named rhianna basically took care of me the entire time. she let me sleep in her lap, right after i threw up even. then she walked me the half mile back to my house. and helped me into bed. such a nice person. so then im still depressed the next day, and the next day. then finally im not depressed, im finally over mariah. thennnn i meet a kid named david hulit. i thought he was a pretty cool kid, i liked him. then dan started hangign with me and dave, then dan started hanging with dave, and they both stopped hanigng out with me. so its kind of like dan just traded up, and that was a hard blow thats really hard to cope with. so then before all of this had happened. dan met this girl he really liked, and he tried really hard going for her. but in the end he didnt get her, and he was raelly upset. but then dan tells me later that she had started talking ot him again, so i didnt think it was as big as it was. then a while later, i am walking to school, and the girl he liked gets out of her car and sees me. she started walking with me to the school. i get in the school and i thought dan was cool with her, but i guess i was wrong, so i walk by him with her and dan just dismissses us both. we walk down, she leaves and we start going to class. now today when i was outside dan just completely dismissed me when he saw me, he walked right by didnt wave. so that hurt a large amount. then later on that night dan gives word to mariah that i did something really horrible, or atleast thats what im pretty sure happened, and mariah blocks me. so after about a month of feeling really shitty, i just totally got hit with a large dose of depressing, and now im figuring out what to do.
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| Just Felt like it |
[22 Mar 2006|08:05pm] |
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Well im updating just for the hell of it. Today was almost good, didn't do much after school though. I did have a geetah lesson with my geetah teacher Bob, it went very well, learned four new ways to play chords. All very cool sounding. Anyways im just sitting here listening to music talking to people, I guess I was just in the mood to make an update. Anyways lifes been pretty good to me, It's just a little difficult at times. I mean, I'm still thinking about alot of different things at once, I can't concentrate on my school work, or anything at all. Not that I ever concentrated on my school work, but I'm hoping you know what I mean. Not to sound like I'm bitching or anything, but this is a livejournal, I can complain here. Right now I'm having mixed feelings for people, I know I shouldn't feel that way about some people, but It's just like I can't do anything about it. But anyways thats all I'm going to give out at the moment, I'll make another entry later.
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| Dont except another one for a while |
[12 Mar 2006|08:37pm] |
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My name:
Where did we meet:
Take a stab at my middle name:
How long have you known me:
Do I smoke:
Do I drink:
When is my birthday:
What was your first impression of me:
Do I have any siblings:
What's one of my favorite things to do:
Am I funny:
What's my favorite type of music:
What is the best feature about me:
Am I shy or outgoing:
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
Am I quiet or loud:
Do I have any special talents:
Would you consider me a friend/good friend:
What is a memory we have once had:
Have you ever wanted to hug me:
Have you ever wanted to kiss me:
Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:
What is my favorite food:
What is my favorite drink:
Have you ever had a crush on me:
Have you ever loved me:
How do you feel about me:
Would you go on a date with me:
If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:
Who do I like right now:
What is my worst habit:
If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring:
What is my best feature:
What is my worst feature:
Who is the love of my life:
DO IT!
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| about 3 weeks of my life COMPRESSED!!!! |
[03 Jan 2006|06:38am] |
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well my 10mass (dan made that word) blew all the way to nam. i got a calendar some boots.... plastic figurines.... uh and girls playboy pants, the one good thing i got was an effects machine for my geetah, i must thank my cousin who actually likes me. my fukcing brother gets a PSP and an MP3 player, TELL ME THEY DONT PICK FAVORITES PLEASE!!! so yeah i diditn get anything for the festivel of lights (im not trying to spell it TOO MUCH CONTROVERSY) cause i dont really celebrate it. but i now just remmebered i got a SRV CD from Rose which i like. all right so my new years was really fucking awesome, best concert ive been too. it started off really slow then it got much better. i missed half of the first performance beucase i was outside waiting for abby to show up, DAMN HER! it ends up sarah shows up first and then abby.... then everyone else who i care about. i ended up buying both the Will Gattis Trio's CD and The Sauce's CD, both i might add kick MAJOR ASS! but yeah.... so my resolution.... hmmmmm lets see, not put up with the crap i take from alot of people anymore, that includes you, you know who you are. and ummm maybe do my homework a little.... NAH!! but yeah i dont really care for resolutions i just continualy am going to try to improve things. now lets see..... what else is there i can say in my wonderful live journal? oh that is a great suggestion. i won 20 dollars off of david in a poker game, david was so confident and cocky about winning, i just had to take it. all right i guess thats it for now.
THIS IS ZAK TALK TO ME LATER!!!
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| life.... |
[30 Dec 2005|01:48am] |
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so yeah im sitting here naked.... im sure you wanted to know that, even though i know you didint. well yeah ive been thinking lately, and i think i should stop being so damn stupid sometimes. i seem to look at the bad things alot more. but it just seems that sometimes there isnt anythign good going on at the moment. and i cant really think of a better way to put it, but im really fed up with whats going on right now. and i just dont really know how much i can handle right now. im sorry this is a bitchy entry, but i would just appreciate people taking it a little easier on me. cause i dont want to blow anything out of preportion and end a friendship, cause ive just got some pent up anger that needs to be released. i cant figure out how to get rid of it though. im sure this is just a phase that will pass by. but yeah, anyways today i didnt get up untill 2. i then proceeded to get even more shitty gifts from my parents. but yeah i guess i shouldnt be bitching about getting gifts. its just i was really looking foward to vacation, and so far its sucked pretty badly. but yeah i feel like im bitching right now and i cant raelly think about anythign good to talk about, so this entry is just goign to end.
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| my life is like a ball tumbling down the stairs into a pit of despair! |
[20 Dec 2005|10:24pm] |
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yeah so im in a great mood right now, i feel high, high like a kite thats actually in the air. well today was fun, i hung with travis untill like 8, which was cool in its self dont cha know. but right now i dont know why but im euphoric and im feeling like a baby that just saw ice cream and ate it for the first time. and its a toothless baby. but yes im sorry if im acting like an idiot you can deal with it. but whats really awesome is my XM radio i get for free, WITH TRITON AIM!!! and ive been listening to an assorment of eric clapton for the past 3 days ina row. thank you dan for telling me. but hey i think im going to stop doign this update, FOR I AM FAR TOO AWESOME>>!!
this is zak talk to me later.
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[12 Dec 2005|08:02pm] |
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so today was pretty good i got to hang with david and rose untill 7. today was kind of fun after school, for the fifteen minutes i was tehre for. noah was being kind of an asshole to dan, and i thought they were about to get into a fight. but yeah besides that, i kept hitting travis with snowballs perfectly. he threw 3 snow balls and missed witih all of them, I DODGED THEM. but with the fourth one he hit me directly. after that i just left with rose and david to her house. but yeah a few bad things happened to me today... im not goign to go into it cuase it will sound like sympathy craving and bitching. but if you want to ask i dont care. but yeah right now im thinking on whether or not i have homework. and i dont think i have any homeowrk actually. but anyways im not really thinking of anything to say so im just goign to end this.
THIS IS ZAK TALK TO ME LATER!!!!
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| kj |
[07 Dec 2005|12:13am] |
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Just a little side note, if you notice the little bars on the myspace thing dont actually show the volume and bass and stuff, they just go up and down randomly. Ill show you ifn you dont understand.
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| YEAH!!! |
[07 Dec 2005|12:03am] |
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so yeah i went to school today and again another fucking bomb threat. its like you know i was looking foward to today. i had sewing class i had a few good classes and i didint have tht bad of a lunch either. i was goign to see a few people i hadnt seen im about 4 days and it would have been good. but yeah this prick whos just like, yeah they arent smart enough to catch me. MEANWHILE i bet hes drinking some anti freeze. yeah shows you BITCH. so i mean i had an okay day anyway. i got tehre and i just was like fuck this. so i left with rose and hung otu with her untill 230. i then had to get off the bus and go to my therapy appointment. i mean yeah its therapy, its not doing anyhting for me, but i like having someone intelligent to talk to. i do have alot of people to talk to like that, but one more never hurts. but yeah now im just sitting here, ive finished all my homeowrk. i thought it was going to be a long time to take but it was like 20 minutes. so it was no big deal. but the most anonying thing keeps happening. im going on to myspace, YES I DESPISE IT!! but its just like there are some songs i want ot hear on it. and videos that i woudl ike to see cause they have been suggested to me. BUT THEY ARENT WORKING!! and im just like yeah you suck. but yeah a few songs are working so thats not too bad i guess i can deal. SHEESH!!! wow im so ungratfeul i have this computer dont i? yeah thats right i do. now what do they have i other less fortunate coutnries. STARVATION IS THE CORRECT ANSWER!!! yeah and i neglect to eat. so its like im rubbing it in their faces. YEAH I CAN EAT BUT I WONT!!! IN FACT IM JUST GOING TO THROW THIS LARGE PEICE OF BREAD AWAY THATS HARDLY EATEN!! i dont know why but i just totally randomly started feeling more grateful. hmm yeah im awesome that way. so today my mother was especially annoying. she sees me upset because of something that happened on friday between me and somebody else ( NONE OF YOUR DAMN CONCERN DONT ASK OKAY!!!) me and this person have allready talked it out. but my mom was just over reacting she was like. yeah i felt like just punching that persons face in and kicking the person out. and i was like mom we worked it out and i talked to her please dotn make me htink about it. and she just wouldny give it up. so i might have said shut the fuck up, and i might not be allowed on the computer right now. but you know what i got her to stop talking to me for the night. i dont feel bad i just feel like i might have over reacted just a bit. its just the entire night she was being annoying. ugh she brought this kid downstairs and she knew he was shy. now does a shy person like to be approached extremely and have someone get all up in your face asking questinos. no a shy person doesnt. so i was like mom stop. she flipped out and now my door isnt allowed to be shut.... ever.... i then as she was walking away sht the door. quite hard.... to the extent of her pouding on it so she could open it. yeah i lost my temper cause she was drunk her friend janet was drunk. i was with somenody i didint really know and i wanted to get to know him. but they were both getting mad at me for not paying attention to them. GEEEE you demand him to come downstairs and hang out with me, but im not giving you enough attention. what the fuck is that? i was generally pissed off untill i slammed that door in her face. i felt so proud of myself and just so awesome. but yeah it didint work so now shes really pissed at me. also earlier today she made me walk home from forest avenue.... what pisses me off. is i dont want to go to therapy and yet she makes me do all the stuff concerning it. its like mom i dont want to do this why are you making me schedule everything walk home and find out the bus schedule so i can go there. i guess thats a little selfish but i dont know. its just annoying cause i dont like having to do something i dont like and being demanded to do it. but yeah i talked to myself on the way home, it was liek half an hour conversation with myself. IM SO EASY TO TALK TO!!! so yeah that was good. allright well i guess im going to go now. BITCH FEST IT OVER THANK GOD!!!!
THIS IS ZAK TALK TO ME LATER!!!
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[03 Dec 2005|01:25pm] |
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friends.... someone who should be there for you, someone you can trust. sarah, david i really thank you for being there for me. as for the person who knows this is about. i am not going to forgive you for a long time, and im really considering whether i even want to make conversation wtih you ever again. but, i still think we should discuss then, give me a time and ill see if i want to.
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| BNL CONCERT!!! |
[01 Dec 2005|11:11pm] |
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yeah so today was pretty kick ass. school, who cares abotu that. IM GOIGN STRAIGHT TO THE CONCERT. so i went to the BNL concert tonight. it was really good, i would go as far as to say amazing. they did alot of christmass songs. there was this bad band at the beggining doing all jewish stuff. they were jewish meaning they were allowed to get away with it. it was still kind of stupid thoug. but there was this one performance that was AMAZING!!! the lead singer of BNL sung silent night. HE HAS THE MOST INCREDIBLE VOICE!!! he sung it like all opera style. he did it extremely well nailing every note. i was just amazed and still am. i mean, wow. well thats all im goign to say now cause i dont really feel like typing at the momoent. ask me about it tommorow ifn you see me. ill describe it for you and try to re inact it for you.
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| GALORE!!!! |
[30 Nov 2005|08:21pm] |
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so today was kind of good and bad. first block was pretty good, for it being science class. yeah the rest of the classes were not as good but history is just as good as ever. he always keeps my attention when doing a lecture. HE MAKES ME WANT TO LEARN!!!! yeah im corny. last block was just as great as ever. just because i cant do any work in the class, plus rose and ally are in that class. so its a great time. wooo. yeah the rain really sucked and kept me hanign out with a few people sadly. but i finally got that thing ive been watiting two months for. IM AWESOME!!! Just a little side note, my scrotum.... ITS DOIGN AWESOME. but yeah i guess over all i had a pretty good day. lately ive been very ansty, just because i have no one to jam with. i mean i have friends. BUT THEY PLAY CLASSICAL!!! what idiots, its for losers. like that kid david. and another person plays geetah but he doesnt know music theory. and theres my dad..... but i dont like him so hes out. and its like i cant use my looper forever. that gets boring after a while. yeah im really really desperate. i dont have any metaphorical speeches or sentences to represent my desperateness. but you know how desperate i get when i get depserate. unless you dont know, and if you dont, you suck. but yeah im being really bitchy and annoying arent i? well over all you are the dumbass for reading this. so dont get mad at me! all right thats about it.
PS im eating small bunnies right now
THIS IS ZAK TALK TO ME LATER!!!
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[29 Nov 2005|09:42pm] |
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allright so today was pretty good over all. ROSE dyed my hair back to black.... wait why am i saying back to black it had never been black. yeah i dyed it black plain and simple. so today i went to my first block and i was like yeah im here this is so stupid. we are being preached on how to be metally healthy. okay so basically we are supposed to follow a fucking pyramid that says what YOU feel. yeah okay guy that might be what you feel. but not everyone has the same exact mental thinking the way you do. or did you do this off of statistics. but you know there are peopel who arent apart of the statsistics, so you suck. but yeah thats my little miny rant on first block. i then proceeded to my next block, this is where i made the mistake of taking a nap. ugh god damn( i have only had 6 hours of sleep in two days im im exhausted) i take like a fourty five minute nap. you know why? beucase im freaking intelligent thats why. *blows on knuckles*. yeah i just finished my classwork faster than everyone else. and we didint have anything else to do that class so i just you know went to sleep. but yeah i started reading this book called 1984, im sure youve all heard of it. great book my lads, you should read. but yeah i didint really feel like readin it cause i was so damn tired. instead i listened to nirvanan and slept..... HOW THE FUCK IS THAT POSSIBLE?!?!! i dont know how but i jsut did it. yeah i fall asleep to any music. just not that punk ska crap. personally i dont like it at all. its just kind of annoying. its like yeah we are punk but we are from somehwere else. that makes us so awesome so you have to like us or your racsist. ( im being stupid!). but yeah i just dont like it. it is just punk, they sing the same way as punk. and i hate punk!. unless its good punk. and punk ska is not good punk in my opinion. thus the next block commenced. this being lunch. i kind of just tried to sleep. BUT JEEZ MY FRIENDS. they were like whats wrong. thats soo annoying. i mean carin freinds what the hell is that. i told them i was quite tired but they didint get the hint so i stayed up for the entire lunch. waht kind of crap is that. so i then proceeded to english, i had the bitch teacher. you know that one who took over for mr randazzo in geetah last year. yeah i had her. shes so dumb and annoying and just so.... BITCHY!!! but it was like. we took an assement. yeah they are supposed to take like ten minutes right? they are just assements. it took 45 minutes. the worst part was i was wide awake. i was bored throughout the entire class. yeah but then i had theatre and we did the quit rocking boat. yeah that is soooooo horrible you have no idea. (unless youre aaron piesnar or travis or dan or anyone in that class). but yeah besides that you have no idea. we are doing like quick drops onto the seat. i gotta tell you its like anal on a rusty pole, or a bike without a seat for the people who know what im talking about. my ball sack was really hurting. i mean its just slamming agasint the seat so hard. but the fun part was when we were supposed to stand up. i made it instead of standing up, its jumping up drascitally into the air so the whole auditorium can see you. which is what i did and its fun!(period). hmm that might be all of what happened today. or atlest what was important..... yeah diss to all yall who hung out with me today. cuase youre unimportant *sticks out tounge*. yeah im childish, DEAL. well thats it for me.
THIS IS ZAK TALK TO ME LATER!!!!
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| i cant get no sleep! |
[29 Nov 2005|03:32am] |
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yeah im wide fucking awake...... this is quite annoying... im going to get 2 hours of sleep. im not looking foward to that. yeah but im going to try to go back and get some sleep. it probably wont work but whatever. goodnight and goodmorning to whomever decides to read this.
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| yeah i need to update |
[27 Nov 2005|02:39pm] |
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all right im updating just because that last entry was really bad. i was also in a bad mood from that last entry, which is why im in a good mood now. yeah so today is sunday, one day before school. im getting paranoid about whether or not im going to havbe to do homework. but then i again i dont think i even have any of that stuff anyways. so im thinking im just not going to do it. not that i have any to do anyways. yeah thats right im a rebel!!! *looks up towards the sun and smiles*, *looks down and blows on knuckles*. ahh yes im so cool. allright i dont have any much more to talk about. the ninjas thing is getting abit old. so im not goign to do it. all rigiht this is it!
THIS IS ZAK TALK TOT ME LATER!!
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| 2 bad days in a row |
[15 Nov 2005|10:55pm] |
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why the fuck do you even ask me anything.... if you just do whatever the hell you want. my opinion obviously doesnt matter to you enough. to change anything.
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| what the fuck is wrong here? |
[14 Nov 2005|07:41pm] |
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Today during school was really good and i liked it alot. But then it took a turn for the worst at around 6 at night. I get home and my mom bitches at me for coming home at 6. But the fact is im not grounded anymore so i brought that up with her. She then tells me, Zak no you have to be home by four and go to bed at 10. I say why do I have to do this mom. Her response is, I DONT NEED TO GIVE A REASON!!!. I then say, no im not going to come home at four..... If you dont give me a reason too. You just dont undersatnd zak. well if you explained maybe i would undersatnd mom. i dont need to explain my reasoning to you zak. well then its not happenining. you just dont understand zak, you come home and you dont talk to anyone. you just go into your room and talk to people online. mom thats a contridiction if i dont talk to anyone why do you say i talk to poeple online. its not the real thing zak youre not talking a real person. so rose and sarah and david and all my firends arent real people online? zak..... you dont get it you are just being so anti social. HOW IS IT ANTI SOCIAL MOM IM TALKING TO POEOPLE!?!?!? zak you just dont undersatnd. why is it when i bring up a valid point in an argument you dismiss it? you just dont undersatnd zak. well mom im listening to you right now what do you want to explain to me then so i can understand. i dont need to explain to you zak YOURE the one who needs to listen. okay well im listneing and i just said that i would. are you not lisnteing to me mom? zak i always listen to you honey. then why is it that whenever i tell you i dont like somehting thats going on, you tell me that youre not lisntieng to me anymore? zak i just dont want you to come home at 6. MOM YOU JUST SHOWED ME THAT YOU DONT LISTEN. hmmmmm zak do i really not listen or is it just that you dont hear me? im sitting right here im open ears and im lisneting to you mom. NO YOU ARENT ZAK!!! yes i am mom okay please tell me what you want me to do. and explain why. i want you home by 4 and in bed by 10. why mom WHY? becuase i said so and you just need to listen to me. then mom im sorry to say but its just not going to happen. then you are losing everything. your computer, your ability to leave the house, your games, your friends. zak you just need to be more talkative with me. mom whnever i try to talk to you, you just pick at me for something like, not laughing at a joke or something. well zak oyu pick at me all the time too son. well where the hell do you think i got it. you do it all the fucking time to me. zak i dont want you swearing. why, its just a fucking word why does it matter? nevermind zak just go right ahead. okay well mom im going to end this conversation cause you are just repeating yourself. zak im going to take away everything, your tv, your games, your ability to go out. your computer. eveyrthing zak. DO OYU HJEAR ME!?!?! actually no mom im not lisetning to you. wow zak you are just so rude. yes mom i know i did it purposefully.
She then gets mad and leaves the room. Yes i know i was somewhat mean to my mom but i jsut wanted the conversation to end. Then later on in the night david IMs me and tells me that he cant make it on friday for the poker game. I also got some bad news from rose. She was being very selfish. So yeah it just went from really good. To just about the worst day that ive had in a while.
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| how things are |
[13 Nov 2005|12:03am] |
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so im just sitting here. i was in an awesome mood earlier today. but it just kind of went down the more i thought about things. so yeah i dont know if i can say this. but im going to anyway. ive had my hopes up for a while and they finally just went down today. rose had a talk with me. and it just seems like its over now. the effects of it havnt hit me yet. but its just relaly hard to deal with at the moment. so yeah thats pretty emo right now. sorry that im jsut bitching right now. im just really thinking about things and how my selfish assholish things completely ruined one of the best thigns that happened to me. yeah im in a weird mood now. but not in a bad enough mood to not do this entry. this is probably allready boring whoever is reading this. and yes if anyone wants to know the vauge details of this just ask me and ill give it to you. as simple and non informational as possible. cause im just like the government. so tommorow im not looking foward too. i have to read basically an entire book. and qrite 5 full page entries on it. study for an exam. ummmmmmm....... nothign else but thats enough to frustrate a person to the point of breaking. yeah so im just bitching right now. im going to change the subject. i went to the movies with rose on thursday which was fun. and the overall weekened was okay. except for a few misunerstandings and overreacions. it was pretty good. i just want to advise to anyone. to not bike wihtout a seat and with flat tires for three miles. its one of the most hard thins you will ever do. yeah just physically its really demanding and im out of shape so it was hard. so my heart was over beating and i felt like throwing up. when i got there i see a half intoxicated sarah and rose. but i couldnt join in becuase i had to bike home. god damn it was cold out. it was very hard to see rose feeling that sick. i tried to comfort her but it was really hard. since i couldnt touch her becuase she couldnt be touched wihout feeling horrible. but yeah i just felt really bad about it over all. but i eventually left around 3. i got home and went to sleep at four. that was okay. but yeah im not doing that again. i need to blow up my tires first. so yeah i have nothing else to asy right now.
THIS IS ZAK TALK TO ME LATER!!!
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| FORNICATION!!!! |
[30 Oct 2005|09:49pm] |
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im updating because my naggy gitlfriend is making me... so today was my five months of dating this wonderful girlfriend. so i woke up around 9 and we talked about me going over. i finally get over around 12. we hang out untill 8. during this period of time we went and shopped for cars, bleached my hair and fought ninjas. so yeah my bleached hair kicks ass you have no idea. in fact it looks weird on me. so i really have nothing to talk about so ill just sit and here and think of osething whilst i do nothing. this update is going no where so im just going to end it now.
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| a weird story i wrote in about 5 minutes |
[26 Oct 2005|10:22pm] |
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three days ago i met a man who told me all the wonders of life in one simple word. love was what he said. i looked upon this man to be very wise and knowing of many things. but i did not neccisarylliy believe this man. i asked the man as to why he thought that love was all you needed. to which he replied. i have lived my life a rich and wealthy man but i never had anything such as love enter my life. to whihc i replied this was a sad life wasnt it? no he said this life was not meant to be for vanity and gain. it is meant for you to live it to the fullest. as a young child i thought that all that mattered was money and material possesions. i once thought of giving these up because they did not help me in the long run. but my father being the old stubborn man he was. forbid to give them away. being the vunerable man i was. i agreed with my father and went on lilving. and the years passed. he died of old age. i did not know what ot do with my life. i had no guidance. so as i reached this old age as i am today. i gave away eveyrthing i owned just so i could be happy. but to my loss. i did not realize that this was not nessacry. i was soon homeless and poor. i had not a single person to be behind me helping me. i then found my way with a little help from a man. he soon passed away. leaving me where i stand right now. a worn down man with nothing left to live for. so i tell you young sir. you can find love in the strangest of places. and as i stood there the old man passed away. i am not sure to this day whether he was happy or saddenned. all though i am sure that i will not forget his wisedom
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| LIVEJOURNAL TITLE THING!!!! |
[24 Oct 2005|06:33pm] |
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hello this is myself being zachariah the great. and yes i know i havnt updated in a while. the reason for this is. cause i really dont care, plus its fun to watch rose yell at me about it for not updating. so yeah ive been pretty well. ive been working on a alot of things. including geeatah, school and such. school is horrible but you dotn really need me to say that. cause it pretty much states that for itself. geetah has been very theraputic. its helped me get out of times where i was about to just hit my motehr in the face for being a bitch. i am glad for this instrument it makes me HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!! so yeah let me see what can i talk about...... i can tell you about the time that i decided to go fight some ninjas. but that would be quite boring. ehhh who cares im going to tell yous anyway. so there were these ninjas known as the killers of the night. they lived up to their name. especially with my family. my father and mother were murderedd brutally. my mother was pregnant. so they killed my family whilst i was out doing some chick. when i get back i find that my entire family is dead. and at once i knew who the killers were. so i get my hatori hanzo sword and go out to seek revenge. (in a uma thurman style). first i got myself a good synthesiser guy and made him make my revenge finding person music. then i took it and put it in my CD player and set out in my car. i found the ninjas lair with ease (yes ninjas have lairs). i then went in and saw that everyone was taken by surprise by my entry. i then took out my sword and slashed them all into little bits. then fed them to bambi. i then was satisfied with myself and wrote a song about it. so yeah that concludes my few days. nothing else really happened. i just kind of went home and slept for a while and did nothing. so yeah thats it.
THIS IS ZAK TALK TO ME LATER!!!
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[26 Sep 2005|02:04am] |
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well this is zak being me as myself updating my oh so wonderful livejournal. so today was quite fun. besides the part where school happened. because yesterday i pulled an allnighter with dan said and david playing video games. and then i left and went home. as cool as it is sarah comes on and invites me to hang out in town. so i hung with her and a few other people. I SAW THE CORPSE BRIDE!!! my opinion on it shall remain not spoken. untill a certain person named rose has seen it. after that ill let you know what i thought of it. so yeah that day was fun. so then the next night i get about 5 hours of sleep. so out of 48 hours i get about 5 hours of sleep. im exhausted the next day. myself and niko were having a complaining competition. of course yours truly one. cause i bitch that much. YEAH BOIIII!!!! my next block im literally falling asleep in the middle of a note taking time lecture. i mean mr rutherford is a great teacher. but i was just too tired. every 30 seconds my head would start to sink down and i woud pull it up. it was qutie noticable. then math class. *sigh of relief*. i finally get some sleep. we get handed work sheets. i do it in 10 minutes. and the rest of the time i spend sleeping. i cant believe i actually got away with sleeping for an hour and 10 mimuntes. that teahcer doesnt really know how to notice things. or he just doenst care. i mean i did get a 92 on the test that everyone else failed. so yeah i must get props for that. then the ninjas attacked. i was really tired they had a good strategy. they were about to kill me. when i took out my super sticky adheshive. i stuck them together so good they couldnt even move. i then threw a grenage right in the middle of them. they went flying and the adheshive didnt even come undone. cuase im that damn good. lunch was okay i was too much in a bad mood to socialize. so i tried wakling off to be alone. but i guess some people actually care whether im in a good or bad mood. so i really appreciate the fact that this person got up from the table and left just to see how i was doing. next i had sewing class with rose. this was pretty fun. we got done with everything in about 15 minutes over all. we spent the rest of it talking and pointing at jonna. then GSA. its a really really great idea i have to say. but its raelly un productive. we dont really do anything. we talk alot about how we are going to do stuff to make a change. but we dont really get around to doing anything. which is kind of annoying but yeah. i then go and get some pizza at anthonys with rose. we then go home and basically sleep untill 7 PM. so i got in a good nap today. which is probably why im not tired right now. and i dont plan on being tired for a while actually. so yeah the rest of my day was quite boring. i just tired to burn a CD but it woudlnt work. that was really freaking annoying. but i got over it and just did my homework. im not the kind to talk on the phone either. but oddly enough i actually had an hour and half conversation on the phone wiht somebody. this conversation was pretty good though. this is bad news for my me. i might have to start paying for the phone bill on my phone calls. i wouldnt really like that. so i have to get a job. me and said are going to pitch in to buy him a drum set. we plan on making a band. im thinking im just gonna work at mcdonalds or something. cuase i really dont care where im working as long as i get paid. plus i get free fries. if anyone knows where there is a a job opening please let me know. for i need to get one. i know i know. for all those people who i tell. IM NOT GETTING A JOB!! well this job is not for me. this job is for me and said. mostly for said. so this is more along the lines of being an nice person. cause i really dont care about money. its just the fact that said needs a drumset so yeah. this is an unusually long update. its probably because im somewhat bored. okay well im going to stop boring you people.
THIS IS ZAK I SHALL TALK TO MYSELF LATER GOODNIGHT!!!!
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[21 Sep 2005|06:34pm] |
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Im at macoys house and sarah jsut left cause her mom made her leave early. which is kind of bad because now i dont have anyone to talk to during macoys geetah lesson. which i might say is cool though becuase she is with bob now. I FEEL SO COOL!!!!! i got bob a new client for geetah which makes me feel like im of some use now. but yeah today my day was semi allright. school wise that is. today i had to sing in front of people. i think i did really badly though. becauase yeah i was really nervous. but anyways i dont think im gonna try out for a singing part in the musical. i ddont have the confidence i supose. i wish i did though. maybe if someone were to give me a monkey and told me to perform with the monkey. i wuold probably be able to do that because monkeys kick ass. just like dolphins. little known fact dolphins actually have 3 stomaches. they need them because they eat alot and they need to swim faster. to avoid those damned sharks. THEN THE NINJAS ATTACKED!!!!! this time they caught me by surprise and they almost killed me. so basically heres how it went down. pull up a chair and get some hot coacoa cause this one is gonna be good. it was dusk and i was soaked from being outside in the rain. as i walked home i had a sneaking suspiscion someone was follwoing me but i thiought i was just being paranoid. so as i walked home i heard a soft cry in the distance. i instantly took out my numchucks and jumped onto the tallest building in sight. the ninjas were waiting. they came from all areas around me and attacked. i was getting a severe beat down. UNTILL SPIDERMAN CAME!!!!! REMEMBER EVERYONE GETS ONE ACCORDING TO SPIDERMAN. so spiderman helped me and he let me take care of the rest. then he gave me a senzu bean for dragon ball z refrences are cool. i ate it and was re energized. so i went back and found the ninjas. i then went hulk on their asses. i mean litterally i turned big and green. all because i had an allergic reaction to the senzu bean. but it wasnt a bad thing. i just kicked their asses thouroughly. so i then went to the doctors after they were good and dead. the doctor gave me a prescription. and now im back to normal and i can now walk correctly. so yeah that was the extent of my day. oh yeah i also met this girl named alice a friend o macoys. shes this exchange student. she seems quite nice though. so yeah it was kind of hard to understand what she was saying. so yeah besides that i had a pretty good day i just hung with macoy and sarah for like 3 hours which was quite fun........ hmmmm well what can i say now. im pretty sure there is nthing to say at the moment. ill just make another update later. and if you read this you are required to comment. even if you have nothing to say. you can just be like. hi im commenting thats fine. i just want to be reassured that people are reading my freaking elljay and its not just rose.
OKAY THATS IT TALK TO ME LATER!!!!
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| 20 random facts ( tagged by a few people so imust do it) |
[12 Sep 2005|08:10pm] |
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1. I walk around barefoot.
2. I dont know the bus routes for the pulse.
3. I dont think I need to either.
4. I drink Aquafina.
5. Im really ignorant when it comes to alot of things beucase im uneducated.
6. Ive worn wimmins clothing in complete drag. (hopefully my awesome girlfriend will post them soon)
7. I listen to alot of different kinds of music.
8. I have a growing obsession with skirts.
9. Im not annoyed by small children I actually find them quite cute.
10. Im reading Of Mice and Men.
11. I have to go to court for doing something bad.
12. I play geetah.
13. I might try out for a singing part in a school musical.
14. All though I think I have a bad voice
15. I had a hernia when I was a baby.
16. I still like Lunchables.
17. Im white.
18. Im also not in a religion.
19. I once took a pill as a supository that wasnt meant to be one.
20. IT HURT ALOT!!!
i tag no one
becuase i dont think i need to
everyone will be tagged that i know
so there is no point in tagging somone
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[10 Sep 2005|11:28pm] |
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hola this is zak making another entry today. the one i did earlier was in the moring and i was bored. right now its at night and im not bored. im just all like with not much to do except talk with people. so yeah dont hate me if i say im bored. not that i am though so just forget i said anything. so i heard today that in 2015 the world was going to end. this is weird to believe but personally its frine with me. cause its not like i wasnt going to die anyway. so yeah you all should look foward to 2015 in a bad way. but personally you know. im not looking foward to it at all. any further questions as to why this is happening as my dear wonderful awesomly unbelieveable girlfriend rose. she explained it to me and the theory is interesting. i dont know if i completely believe it though. but if it does make sure you dont die with regrets. you know you dont to like. die wishing that you could have gone to college. but you havnt gone to college. cause that would suck. this entry is bad. sorry if i depress you or scare you in any way. but see the internet is a vast place. im sure you can find something scarier than what i just said. if you find something weirder to say. post it in my elljay as a comment. give me one random fact you know. that will be cool. or try to predict the future or something. so yeah the ninjas attacked and all that. i killed them. DED D-E-D DED!!!! they wished they hadnt messed wiht me *snap* *snap* *snap*. yes i just tried to do that. but i failed misreably. im sure im going to do that for you next time i see you. just say hey zak did those ninjas mess with you. and ill do my thang. yes i mispelled thing so it woudl look and sound different. so there is nothign else that i can talk about.
THIS IS ZAK TALK TO ME LATER!!!
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| three plus four equals seven (coulnt tink of a better title) |
[10 Sep 2005|12:29am] |
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hello this is zak talking about my day. right now im spending the night at my friends saids house. his computer is not that good so if i typo alot im quite sorry. so yeah my day was pretty good i just basically hung out with alot of my friends for the day. i met some new people and some eople i allready knew. and then the ninjas attackec!!!! luckilly i had backup from the people dressed in all turqoise. its an association of the people who support animals in water. which is why they dress in turqoise. so basicaly the ninjas tried to jump on me. but i just ducked it and unched them in the face. then walked off with a satisfied smile on my face. saying im so good. then the turqoise poeple attacked with machettes and tried to castrate your dear narator. so i then stole the machette and in return made cake for them. they decided since i was so nice they wouldnt kill me. or castrate me. personally its the same difference to me. so yeah im really spacey and not making much sense at the moment. so im gonna go.
THIS IS ZAK ILL TLAK TO ME LATER!!!!
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